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Ficcion 1

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Basado en la teoría de objetos quirales, una obra de ficción donde el ser humano existe en un punto central donde no puede interactuar con otroa seres del universo, por diferentes interacciones moleculares que destruirian una o la otra, estando así en una "prisión" por su mera existencia biológica
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Curse free

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The word curse is pretty interesting, it comes from old wives tales passed from generation to generation, and refers to something bad in your life caused by otterwordly powers.
Modern people hardly believe in that. There are no witches or demons or voodoo magic that can give people really bad times. But there are curses.
People can be easily blinded, by money, passion, obsession, goals... Others have plenty of bad luck, if surrounded by all the wrong factors, or having a bad attitude... Curses can happen, and can be lifted off.
The feeling, when you finally take that little thorn, the chain that was dragging you down, that pebble in your shoe, can only be described as sublime. The moment you realized you were cursed and find a way to fight it, you have to embrace that one moment and make sure to not let it go by...
Then comes the healing, which requires patience. Even if the source of a curse is dealt with, it can morph into something else. Let it sink in, let yourself understand you're not under that curse anymore.
And when you are certain, move on, take risks, let yourself loose, there are plenty of experiences to be had.

My curse had a name, now I'm free, and happy, because this person does not have the bad influence it used to. Now I'm going on a new adventure, this time, not by myself. And this, is the life.
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Crisis

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De nuevo la oscuridad de la noche me cubre y el terror me rodea... Hoy tiene explicación, Stephen Hawkins murió, una persona ajena a mí, pero reconocida alrededor del mundo, con perspectivas claras y una mente incansable.
Su muerte marca un hecho muy claro, la muerte es inevitable, incluso quienes hacen historia mueren en un punto de esta, y quienes solo desaparecemos, habiendo existido sin penas ni glorias, no iremos al cielo, ni reencaremos, ni estaremoa en libros de texto.
El avance agigantado en biología, ingeniería, medicina pudo haber permitido la inmortalizacón de su genio, y no fue así.
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I came to the sad realization that my life has been way too easy... And that makes me not outstanding.

I spent 9 years chasing someone, and wish that passion would have been cattered towards a productive thing instead.

I love videogames, but is it time to quit and become adult.

Seriously my main trouble is my focus, and I can say it since I've learned so much Japanese in this past month where I put a little effort, than the rest of the year I've been taking these classes for.

I love reading too, maybe I should start doing that more often... Actually I will.

I have not the slightest idea what to do about my job, maybe I'm asking for too much money to move, when I am not offering shit in exchange.

I love exercise, will keep doing that, not only I feel healthy and tight, my newly developed social skills make the people around me more interesting

Now a new hobby... I should cook more, since I want to live by myself. Maybe.

The point here is, gotta keep moving forward, and believe anything that comes is for the best.
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It is hard to describe the situation when you get someone out of your life and know it is for your own good, but still stumble across something about that person and cannot stop thinking about it.
First of all, stumble upon may not be the right description, but it is a good excuse. Actually it has taken some effort and slowly but surely I have stopped looking for this person in social media, or I had until Tumblr, I happened to remember this person has Tumblr...
Eyeing through a little bit of it one post caught my attention, a quote from a really good song used as image and the description was for two of this person's former friends: the first one does not matter much, but the second one has interesting details.
First thing to catch my eye was the use of form of "pseudo" to refer to the first friend, and the lack of it on the second, not hard to read through lines here which person means more. Then, the lack of "XD", which is a smiley face largely used by this person, when talking about the second friend, makes it look more serious. Then it refers to "only mistake" and "emotional problems" which sound reasonable, but that is the main problem.
So I'll make this personal, because I tried to talk about it to her and she just stood up and left. Love is not an emotional problem, being in the friendzone is, and I can say it, it shows fear of rejection, lack of confidence, low self-steem, dependency, and misunderstanding of the important things. Why would a girl, actually anyone in the world want someone like that if not for benefit? You should never keep someone with so many issues close to you, negativity is contagious, and trying to comprehend this person is not a way to help him. Your only mistake was not being able to let me go! I had all this shit to deal with and I didn't realize. Clearly it wasn't your fault, you weren't the one in love, you were not the one blinded by the hope of a relationship that would never happen, it was never meant because you didn't want it! And this is not your fault. But why keep a friend obsessed with you? I wasn't even your style, I was trying to be like you all the time so you liked me, I wasn't a cool guy, I was what you made me be! So, I had to let you go instead, and didn't want to hear me explain why.
And this ends my silent rant over a tumblr post, and it is in english because who the hell cares anyway.
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